Getting to know you was probably the best thing that has happened to me. I have met and mingled with so many people but never with anyone I have had and felt this much effect in me. It is not any cine kind of effect or anything which might strike to anyone reading this but all these are truely and deeply felt.
Coincidense play a huge rule in the situation I am at now. Nothing till now was planned and the best part is everything has worked and clicked when unplanned. The day when we coincidentally happened to be together in a group and you coming to me and speaking was never even given a thought or planned yet it happened.
Even then I didnt imagine our bonding will develop to the phase it is at now. You were having this magnetic effect which made me hard to switch attention from you. Coincidense again came in when we met at the cooler. I am still wondering why should I come there in the middle of the class when you were also there. That was the first time I looked into your eyes. Your eyes were red, a little watery because of the shedded tears. However hard you tried to hide your emotions from me,I managed to read a lot about you at that instance.
It was actually from that point, I had more than normal eagerness to know about you. I again left it to coincidence to bring us closer because it is never in my nature to plan and execute anything related to these.
Again it(coincidence) played its game. Just when I was down and left out(you know when), you came to me, it was actually a pleasant shock and it was plain instincts that made me ask you to sit with me for which you agreed. All my worries vanished just by that feel that you are beside me and a little bit of excitement started to grow.
The first outing with you, though short but it was really memorable. It was not meant to be a date sort of outing but we made it look like one as we did everything that was not meant to be done in that outing as in the purpose of the outing didnt get solved. That was the first time I had dinner with you, not a big candle light but yet a very nice and simple one. Simplicity, one of the key characteristics I like in you. One more reason for which I liked this outing a lot was because when I didnt even expect you to come to this level, you actually exceeded my expectation, which showed the level of trust you had in me even at that point. Finally the main reason for which I liked it was because it was just the two of us and nobody else.:)
The second outing we planned was mainly because in our first outing the purpose was not solved. Thank god it didnt solve during our first meeting because this one was even better and more adventurous! This was one outing I will never ever forget in my entire life. Everything was perfect till that incident which I am not going to mention here. It eventually even became the talk of the surroundings!
Naturally because of all these my comfort level with you was hitting peak high! I dont know if people around us are smarter or is it that I was making certain things look so obvious. But I dont think it is the latter because whatever I did was natural and due to plain instincts and nothing else :).
We did everything together and there was never a time when you made me feel lonely except maybe once.:P From once in a while, to weekly, and then to day in day out meeting sessions at the 'beach' including all the walking sessions were some of the moments which I will cherish for my lifetime. Finally the day came when we hard to part. I just couldnt look into your eyes early in the morning that day, not because of lack of sleep but because of the thought of parting. It was really a tough pill to swallow as by then I had already made up my mind that I wouldnt meet a better person in my life but then life has to move on and it moved on.
The day when I came to send you off, I would be lying if I tell that I came to send of everyone else but it was not that way as I just came for you. From then on till now the time I am writing this I have never met you but the bonding never decreased in any way, infact it is more than ever now and it would definately keep on increasing! But now whether I will have to leave coincidense t bring us closer or if I am asking too much from coincidense and if it is time for me to take it on in my hands, time will tell..:)
Friday, June 4, 2010
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